quoting the day

Hey ya'll I promise I'm still here, just sooooo busy! So things are going very well in my life, so much that I'm afraid to take a breath! Not so many Fall moons ago I can remember a time when Thursday nights were dedicated to my girls getting ready at my apartment while watching the drama of Grey's Anatomy unfold. We would sip wine, watch t.v, try on each others clothes, and gossip before heading to "The Booth"........it was truly an amazing time in my life!lol!!

In honor of good times with better people and the better season's of the show, I'm dedicating this whole post of quotes from Grey's Anatomy! Enjoy!

Dr. Meredith Grey: At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.

Dr. Meredith Grey: At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

Dr. Meredith Grey: Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.

Dr. Meredith Grey: I've heard that it's possible to grow up - I've just never met anyone who's actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don't go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope - against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we never give up hope...

Dr. Meredith Grey: Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.

Dr. Meredith Grey: Pick *me*. Choose *me*. Love *me*.

I will always miss those Thursday nights!

all of these quotes just makes me want to dust off the first season on DVD and watch them ASAP.......hmm sounds like I just planned my Sunday afternoon.......well before I watch my Sunday Night shows with a guy friend of mine! 

"You don't get to call me a whore. When I met you, I thought I had found the person that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I was done. So all the boys, and all the bars, and all the obvious daddy issues, who cared? Because I was done. You left me. You chose Addison. I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. You don't get to call me a whore." Dr. Meredith Grey

I chose not place this quote with the others because it's not uplifting, it's not profound, it's just true. I have always loved "I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke." I think the writers they had the first two season's could be my best friends I haven't met yet!

Come Together!

October is "Save the Ta-Ta's" month! That is right, Breast Cancer Awareness is here and is in full swing, so spread the word, the knowledge and the power to beat breast cancer!

On a different note October is going to be hectic month for me! I have more than I can handle so don't be surprised if you don't hear from hear me that much! I have a few Mid-terms, Flag Football, Co-ed Softball, Homecoming, Working out, Halloween, and some other things I'm juggling that are taking up my time! Speaking of working out......anyone know of any arm exercises? I mean good ones to slender the arm, not bulk up.

I also have a hilarious story for you all......I don't mean to give off too much information  here but it is quite funny.

So last week I decided I wanted a Brazilian wax.........if you don't know what that is, google it. I was mortified by thinking a stranger would do this so I went to Sally Beauty Supply and tried to this myself.......Never in my life have I felt the pain I did!! After 2 or 3 shots of Bourbon I tried to some more......I decided that is one area of my body I could not do!!haha! I called and made an appointment at a Day Spa that is known to do a good job....last Friday the job was complete and not near the amount of pain! I have never been so embarrassed though! But overall I am extremely happy I did this, and have booked another appt for later in the month!

I know some of you are wondering what I have been so secretive about and as much as I would love to tell you but I can't! Everything is working out good, not exactly the way I want nor the speed I want things to progress at, however if I have learned anything, it is all good things come with patience. I just hope I'm not setting myself up for a major fall!

Hoping, Wishing, Waiting

I think all I do is hope, wish and wait. I'm waiting for the next chapter of my life to start. I'm wishing that I wouldn't make some of the decisions I make. I'm hoping that what I'm doing right now sets my life up the way I want it to be. I'm hoping the decisions I might make in the next few days do not leave me wishing I had made others. I just hope I don't do anything to wreck what could potentially be a good thing for me. It looks like I gotta have a little faith.


So this might be my only post this week! I have some of the girls coming up for the Florida game. I have so much to do before Friday! I have one person who is suppose to arrive early Friday, so my apartment and cooking will have to be finished Thursday night! I'm sooooo excited to see everyone! I have probably the most awesome outfit to wear Friday night, I'm super excited! Saturday is a little different because the weather is going to be so unpredictable. I ordered a dress that I don't think I can wear on Saturday.......ugh, wasted money! I am back to ground zero as far as game day is concerned! NEED HELP!!! anyway, I'm curious to see how the weekend goes, and it has nothing to do with the outcome of the game! anyway pray everything goes in my favor!  I hope everyone has an awesome week and weekend!

Roll Tide and when your praying for me, could you add Ole Miss in there too? Hotty Toddy!

Randomness

I am keeping this short and sweet, just like me!
 Here are a few things I'm looking forward to!




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What can I say?
I am also looking forward to seeing the Atlanta falcons take on the Tampa Bay Buccaneers on November 7th! I am at least pretty sure I am going!haha!

I am also looking forward to decorating my apartment for Halloween this weekend! Even if the temperature outside reminds me of late July........I still am going to decorate! Now, I have to start some serious thinking on a costume!!! Did I also mention that the new season of "The office" starts Thursday night?

The Times They Are a-Changing

Are there words that can really capture this man's skill level and aptitude? Mr. Bob Dylan has always played in a league of his own. An activist, writer, singer, and icon are just lowly words to describe him. He really moved a nation forward in it's time of chaos and anarchy. The man behind the ray bans helped change the way music is played.

Bob Dylan was born Robert Zimmerman and was born with natural talent. I would love to just talk to this man one day, Like most of his talented musician friends, he appears to be scattered with his thoughts, it's only by singing his songs that his thoughts are made clear.



Blowin in the Wind, Hurricane, Like a Rolling Stone are just a few of his highly acclaimed singles that I also enjoy. Bob Dylan also has a son named Jakob Dylan who is also an artist that was in a group called The Wallflowers.

Every time I hear Bob Dylan I instantly think of RESPECT, I mean the man is just a genius, way before his time!


I leave you with this, Mom if you're reading this I want this DVD for Christmas, PLEASE!!!!!

Grow up!

Okay, I wasn't even going to post anything today and then the more I thought about something, the more I have to get it off my chest!

I am a little irritated that I go out of my way to be nice to someone just to have them be rude! I was driving today and let someone cut in front of me to let them into my lane......then they would not hurry up!!! they were driving like Miss Daisy and the people behind me were honking their horns at me/people who cannot take a right turn into traffic. The people I then allowed to let into my lane rolled down their window and screamed at me! RUDE!!!! Like I just let you cut into my lane, you psychotic people!!!

I then had a conversation with someone I no longer talk too and so I went out of my way to talk to them, you know friendly Bullsh*t chit chat, the end of the conversation was too extremely rude! I mean what is with people these past 2 days!

Maybe I put on an act of caring about people way too much. I for the most part really don't care what other people are doing in life......hence I have no idea why i blog other than it's a way of me releasing what I can't say out loud but if you are not involved in my life then I just plain don't care. Last weekend I was out and about and ran into a girl that has a boyfriend that use to be friends with mine and I told the girl how great she looked and I loved her dress......all I got was a strange look and a not so endearing "thank you" again............what is wrong with people? I mean I really didn't like the girls dress at all, it was not so cute but I still gave her a compliment, it was the nice thing to do!

Then again I have people that come up to me and are so extremely nice that probably shouldn't be to me. I just don't get it? Even if I hate the other person, if we make eye contact I always say "Hello, how are you?" I secretly don't care but it's a nice gesture. I would hate for someone to go back and say "Ugh, I hate Tasha and she was soooo rude, she didn't even acknowledge me."  I mean there is a thing called "Killing with Kindness" and let's just say I murder!!hahahaha!

anyway, have a great weekend you pretty people!! and I really mean it!!hahahaha

Am I wired wrong?

Okay, so here I am spilling all my secrets......to the world, okay let me rephrase that to you 3 or 4 people that read my blog. I am still spilling my guts, it's been one of those kind of days.

I am not a team player. My favorite sport to play is tennis, and I hate playing doubles. I love to run, by myself. I am not a "we" kind of person. When I was a little girl while all my friends would play "Wedding"  and placing a white sheet around them as their wedding dress, I would be running around with the white sheet over my head and running into walls. I mentally cannot wrap my brain around even thinking of being in a long term relationship again. Maybe because getting into the long term relationship would mean I would have to go through dating again. We all know about those first dates.......the awkward silence during dinner, always having to wear make up, the conversations through text messages because boys don't know how to communicate other wise, the extremely weird/scary things they tell you sometimes.

Am I wired wrong? Every single one of my friends are looking for that special someone. I am looking on how to escape my routine life. They are getting married, I am getting home when the bars close. I am going on dates that I know have no chance and my friends are having date nights with other couples. I am not writing this because I am complaining............okay I am complaining but when do you realize you may or may not be cut out for 'the couple life.'

In the game of tennis Love does mean nothing, how weird tennis would be the sport I take up.